I thank those who have been emailing me to check in. Thank Gd, all is well. I am actually making progress on a sefer, finally!
Yes, I still think about blogging, pretty much daily. I have had many topics on my mind.
Israel, of course.
The rabbinate: The economics that drive the low salaries of shul rabbis. The problem of the well-meaning shul rabbi. Different models for an assistant rabbi position.
General: The fear of mediocrity. The difference between being a non-conformist and being original. Lebron James.
Personal: I've bought a house in Toronto instead of Israel, and that has upset my internal equilibrium; I'm having a hard time accepting the mazal tovs.
And so on.
But I have broken the habit of blogging, and now the fear of writing something that doesn't really capture my thoughts, or that doesn't impress me as good writing, is greater than my fear of leaving the page blank. These days, I find it easier not to write than to write, and I reach for the keyboard and then fall back, to work on something else.
I don't know what this means for the future of this blog, but that's where things are right now.